Non-sequitar #2

Today is .
Great as well, I lost my right contacts and I'm left with only 1. Say goodbye to another $20 soon.
Anyway, I brought my holga out today and I snapped another one shot. That's how sacred I keep my holga as. I need to start treating it as a toy already and then get more films from Ruby's :X Oh yeah, so a friend called to inform me about the 4E2/4E3'05 chalet thing on the 18th Dec. Hope I'll be able to make it, just so I could see how everyone is.

OC is burning my brain, 4 more episodes to go!

I just realise how irritating lonely people (like me) are when they simply want to go out and rant on and on and on about the 'i-want-to-hang-out-desperately-or-i'll-die' part. The part where Marissa broke up with ryan and felt all lonely and just wants to hang with Summer and when Summer couldn't make it, it's sad you know. I want someone to just call me up and tell them they want to meet me right now. And not whether I could meet them. There's a difference and it feels good to be wanted. Hoh.

I AM TRYING TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN

SO YOU GUYS CAN HAVE LOADS OF CRAP TO READ ABOUT.

Okay I'm just so angry why dumb people exists. Scratch that, or I'll end up being the one embarrassed about being dumb. I have so many things to talk about actually. I daydream about what I want to blog about and I feel all excited but then when I sign in to blogger.com and click create post, I blank out totally.

ANYWAY,

Okay, girls will always be girls. Ugly la!
- i'm wearing contact lenses (!!!)



- my favorite auntie got me THE HOLGA!

Yay, now there's something for me to do for the weekend. I will come back when I'm sad and depressed, TAKE CARE YOURSELVES! :)

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Random: CHANEL HANDBAG!

"Why do I get what I want, but never what I need.
I need the fucked up one. The boy on drugs, the one I've hardly ever seen sober. The one in love with The City. The one I can't keep track of. The boy who told me that he might drop out of school, only to surprise me by telling me that it would be to join the Olympic Sailing Team. The one constantly surprising me with his mysteries."

OH SURPRISE, SURPRISE

I feel like having 1 minute spared for myself to be all original and stupid so that I could forget about little (or big?) things like these. I think so much and then I end up hating myself for a few hours. Once I forget about it, it just somehow finds its own way to get into me again, and then I'll hate myself all over again. Wow, wonderful wonderful.

Why can't I just be fucking normal around people.

"Have you ever been so sad that you can't even say a word, just sit there and cry as if you're in a dream and you're underwater with your eyes open?"

Symptoms, I just need to go out and take a breather.

BABY, IF WE WERE TO HAVE A THREESOME, I'D CONCENTRATE ON YOU.

Blasting: Metric- Grow Up and Blow Away

Shimmy for the weekend!

The past week had been quite alright. It has always been alright, but I just hope it'll be more than alright. Ace it somebody, and I'll love you forever.

Last night was spent with the usuals. I got Tim wanting to watch OC and so I lent the whole of Season 1 to him. Hahaha :\ sorry, OC-freaked. Vivocity rooftops, rokok here and there, lepak here and there, laughed here and there, and did many other stupid things here and there. I, on the other hand, had fun laughing. I think I had my bitch face up last night, I didn't seem like I was enjoying their company but I did. Really. It's just that I felt, tired. TIRED?! Wtf. Okay. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me sometimes. Sigh, I just realise how interesting that people can enter your life and exit as and when without the slightest hint of your realisation. Today I learnt that forever is never.

Highlight of the night: Adel had the spoonful of red chilli inside his system, hoho! Berak power to the maximum. Hahahaha. & Ashik was with his jokes and Tim, botakman. Really unleashed his fuck face. GAWWWWD. Oh and made new friends too.

I want cheap jeans, new wardrobe (dresses?!), bags, and duh, moolah. I'm saving, saving, saving up, up, up! :D Trying my new lenses next week, and I need piercings in my skin. OH, can't wait for my holgapolgalolgashagagaga! Hooheehaaahooo!

I need more of those kind of nights
We're tripping baby, everlong.

WHO WANTS TO BE FAT WITH ME?

eLLoRx PpLs, MiSs mUii MuChiEs? LuRbs YoUuS aLLx VeRi MuChXx WoRxXxZs.

Hahahhahaha! Okay okay, back to being normal. Today was SCIENCE! It was freaking enjoyable, research was a breeze and we had no problems in understanding today's topic at all! NOT!

Goodness gracious, mama-mia! :X Was actually planning to skip Science right after UT today but I guess I'll save the 2 free days for better days like 15 Nov. Tim is performing at the Arts Cafe at Esplanade and he wants me to be there, so I'll be there! So in fact, today's lesson wasn't that bad because we didn't need to present our slides. LUCKY, cos my group was practically in a blur state and I guess Loki was fed up enough because I kept asking her questions over and over again. And she said she'd already told me 23435324 times which I didn't think so. I guess I'm just not smart enough lah. Hahahah. Anyway, tomorrow is Thursday and then it'll be Friday! YAYYYY. Gonna see darling Azz! :D

Okay actually the point of this entry is..

FRIED MARS BARS AT CHIPPY, FAR EAST PLAZA. WHO IS WITH ME?

YEAH WE RIDE, WE RIDE

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend out days travelling
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me, the way you wanted me

I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast, or where ever I find my place
I'll track you on the radio, and I'll find your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you, it's not the same

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, you're still there

Rachael Yamagata

I can still be so emo, fuck.

Hello!

Hello!

Non-sequitar #1

It's easier to be sad. It's easier to give up than fighting something with two middle fingers.
"But it's more fun to use those middle fingers."

Holla.

What a way to start a post. Okay so yesterday I dropped by VivoCity which was awesome because it's like the whole of Orchard Rd all in one place. I just felt like I was in KL because the shopping malls are always twice the size, are they? Haha, anyway, I have yet to check out the whole place. Heard the Rooftop was good, new lepak place! :D

School's alright, just sick of not knowing what to wear everday. I'm in desperate needs for bottoms :\ Was suppose to go hang with Ritzuan today, but he's down with flu all thanks to the haze. It's getting hazier (if there's such a word) everyday. Sucks!

Oh yeaaah, I know where flea markets are happening. I love fleas, don't you? Hawhaw, okay, enjoy school tomorrow yous yous and yous.

EXCUSE ME WHILE I GET KILLED SOFTLY

OKAY, last post for the day. Half an hour more till it's Sunday :)

At least my boredom ended when I was chatting with Syam almost the whole afternoon. Woke up & smsed him on the bed (HAHAHA, KINKY). Then managed to watch Good Will Hunting which was okay I guess. Oh, I made contact lenses, hawhaw! :D

Gonna hang with the sister tomorrow at Vivocity. It's like everything under one roof. Consperm rock my pantat off manszxzsx. Hahahaha.

hey, i'm waiting for you to sneak up on me now.

MAKE IT MY LAST PLEASE.

I'M FUCKING BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!

I'm listening to Paris Hilton on repeat and stoning in front of my laptop. Please, could someone just pop me a surprise SMS and force me to go out with them. HAHAHAHA. KNS. I realize I can be ever so vulgar when I have nothing in my head, shit.

P.S. If you wanna see the rest of my disgusting posts in this blog, click at the little 'x' at the navigation bar. It's the archive.

Illuminating

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City
I'm a thousand miles away but girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do.
Time Square can't shine as bright as you, I swear it's true.

Why do I care so much for someone who doesn't give a fuck.
This time I have to let you know, I'm never letting you go.

Blame Plain White T's for being so awesome.

=D

Today is da bomb.

The relief Cognitive faci for today dropped it on me like it's hot, drop it like it's hot, drop it like it's hot. HAHAHAHA, what's wrong with me. Thank god she's just a relief faci, or my next 12 remaining weeks would be hell. Every Friday would be Black Friday.

"WHAT IS THE LINK BETWEEN OCCAM'S RAZOR AND PARACONSISTENT LOGIC??!" WTF!

& I just crapped along and I hope I'll still be able to get a B :X Okay don't bother, don't bother. I still love Cognitive all the same.

As usual, walked over to W1 to wait for the people who wants to go home. Walked to the MRT with Adel and Zack. Stupid Adel, always play with the fats on my arm. I'll make sure I poke him until he have major phobia for people near him. HAHAHHAA :X Met Muks and we froze in the train with my cold jokes (thanks to Adel & Zack during lunch). Muks almost wanted to punch me in the face, who would DARE man. Hahahahhaa. Then we shopped at Wisma's Topman and he got a green striped polo and a pair of jeans (rich uh somebody) for Deepavali. I didn't get anything though :) See, I'm good girl. Okay. Then after all the shopping we went to get my Java Chip at Starbucks and then sat there and laughed. What's better than laughing man? We love laughing. After laughing we took a train and got home. Got home, I brain freezed. RJ question was like shit. Anyway something random:

(9:48 PM) hurro?:
my schoool looks like hospital.
(9:49 PM) the walls have eyes:
no la it looks like a research lab tt breeds cows tt herd across the field beside the mrt station everyday
(9:49 PM) hurro?:
thanks ar.
(9:49 PM) the walls have eyes:
haha its damn funny
(9:49 PM) the walls have eyes:
all the students walk across the field

Thanks ar cousin. Thanks. Hahahahha, don't worry I'm not offended in any ways :D
Muks, congrats on gaining back the confidence to being black again.

HAHA, HOW ABOUT YOU?

Sometimes I like to just sit there and look at how still everything is.

Usually I do it in the bathroom. (Everything is so still and quiet in there.) I can't even describe the feeling I get.

THE MONSTER

I'm on crank.

EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE

HOHOHO, merry christmas :D
Okay so today I skipped school and managed to sleep until 11. Because my family is known to be loud, my grandmother woke me up while she was talking to my mom. Yeah, my granny's talking is actually equals to her shouting. RARRRRRRRRRR. So now we know why I'm like that. I watched The Break-up again because Jennifer Aniston is so hawwwwt.

Well yesterday was quite alright. Irwan just had to be a sadist by watching Black Sun 713 beside me. Nudging me to watch the gruesome things the Japs had to do on innocent people. EW, especially the one where they tied the people up on poles and then on the count of three, BOOM! The body parts were,... okay you get what I mean. Then after school I took a train down to town with Joe and his friend, John. Two bullies =( but I survived both of them. What's with the coconut milk and shit. Joe is a retard.

Then I called Azz up just to know where she is, but she's still at Thomson Plaza (insert 'sian' face here) so I went to the nice toilet at Wheelock Place and freshened up myself before I went to mag-whore at Borders. They changed the girly section like all the way to the back cos the space at the back is just so crammed everytime. I think I stayed there around 45 mins before I walked down to Lido and waited another 20 mins for Princess Azz to come. Hahahaha, but no worries :D Went to topshop, got my stuff, and then went to Far East to get Azz's raya heels. Then buka at Burger King where all the matreps/minahreps/whatever were there. Took a bus, went home. Yay, Friday tomorrow :D

I want to go out, I want to go out, I want to go out, I want to go out. Someone date me please.
I'm addicted to Paris Hilton =X

OKAY.

TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:
1. i think alot, more than alot
2. i always feel like i don't fit in =X
3. i should be sleeping right now, but ehhhh.
4. i can't leave the house without my cell, eyeliner, foundation, ipod.
5. look good, feeeeel good (or better)
6. i laugh at everything & anything. i'm not picky about what what's funny or amusing.
7. almost aaalways craving some sort of sweets.
8. sometimes it gets really lonely.
9. i like stealing photos from random journals which i think is pretty and leave a comment, duh
10. i enjoy my friend's company to the maximum

NINE PLACES I'VE VISITED:
1. Singapore
2. Vietnam
3. Thailand (Bangkok & Chiang Mai)
4. Hong Kong
5. Australia (Brisbane & Perth)
6. Malaysia
7. Singapore
8. Singapore
9. Singapore, hahaha pathetic

EIGHT THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. travel, travel, travel!
2. i still have my best friend there for me.
3. meet ALL my family.
4. be successful and live on my own in my posh little apartment.
5. move to new york/california/australia.
6. get married & have a happy family with great kids.
7. inspire someone to write something beautiful about me, like a song or just anything.
8. be happy happy happy :)

SEVEN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:
1. good surprises!
2. take me out for dessert/anything, just take me out. hahahaha.
3. accept as how i am and looove it.
4. not care how fugly i look, especially in the mornings.
5. open up to me.
6. HUMOR HUMOR HUMOR.
7. letters :) RANDOM CALLS :) :)

SIX THINGS I BELIEVE IN:
1. ghosts
2. that everything will be okay in the end.
3. everybody is a good person.
4. that i'm extremely blessed & lucky to be who i am, where i am, and to have what i have.
5. karma .. sort of
6. fate, but that you still do decide it even if you're unaware of it

FIVE THINGS I'M AFRAID OF:
1. being alone.
2. get raped, assaulted or whatever you can think of.
3. forgetting something behind, or just forgetting.
4. horror stuffs.
5. thieves.

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE ITEMS IN MY BEDROOM:
1. BED, DUH!! :D
2.my barang boxes
3. my bulletin board
4. my mirror, but it sucks tho.

THREE THINGS I DO EVERYDAY:
1. eat
2. msn
3. talk talk talk, and act stupid. haha.

TWO THINGS I AM TRYING NOT TO DO RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. talk on msn

ONE PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
1. Azz!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. aly/ali
2. zhen
3. ketiak, HAHAHHAHAHA. pls don't call me that tho.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. being able to laugh at myself
3. collarbone

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. upper body
2. my ass
3. ehh i don't know (i should be happy with myself, lol)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. chinese
2. indo?
3. i don't know.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. food
2. friends
3. MUSIC

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. oversized shirt
2. shorts
3. nothing else?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. the postal service
2. snow patrol
3. secondhand serenade

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. paris hilton- nothing in this world (hahahaha)
2. the postal service- the district sleeps alone tonight
3. andrew bird- fake palindromes

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. partying!
2. yoga? hahahha.
3. take good polaroids.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. acceptance & open-mindedness
2. total open honesty, especially if something's a problem.
3. good humour

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. messy bedhead hair
2. great eyes
3. lean & musuclar arms

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. walk straight? haha.
2. MATH
3. not stop fidgeting

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. having good substantial conversation
2. read
3. sleep

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go out and eat with some people.. or just go ouuuttt
2. go shopping, haha
3. just chill with friends and laugh and talk

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. editor/or get paid to go shopping jobs in a magazine firm
2. start own business in Haji lane, wooooh.
3. be a great pharmacist and earn good $$$

FIVE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Malibu
2. France
3. New York
4. Italy
5. Californiaaaa/ Big Sur

I'm just bored :D

Seem So Out of Context

In School:
My throat and nose feels funny.
I'M NOT FALLING SICK, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO =X

I want to pon school but no one is willingfree/(or rather they are fasting) to go out with me. Hahahhaa. & my plan to skip on Weds is ruined because there's UT in the morning, damn.

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At home:
HAHA WTF. I didn't want to screw up the layout of my blog by having 2 entries posted up in a day so I shall continue from where I've left off. I feel so mixed up right now! =\ So good, or no good? I think both. Okay I'm talking and thinking to myself and I should stop. Last night I was talking to Syam on MSN and I just recalled the happy times :) I wanna go back to Holland V. & have ice-cream and talk and laugh and let the ice-cream drip on you like no one's business. Those few hours were just so happy.

Timothy Solomon Patrick, I'm not interested in flings and would you please stop the 'kissing' thing. You could actually do me a good favor by not being at my service, for that. Thank you. Well, you could still nudge me and irritate the shit out of me on MSN. One last time, I will not marry you. But I love you. HAHAHAHAHAHA. (shivers)

Okay so today was actually kinda blur. I stayed back in class after Enterprise ended and Mr. Ong was playing cards with the guys in class! I know, wth. Hahaha. Then I packed up to leave for W1, pass Syam & Huzai their thumbdrives and wait for Zaaaacck. I went to the toilet after I left class and I panicked for a moment. I thought I left my handphone somewhere in the premises cos I couldn't dig my phone out from my bag. For a second there I thought I really lost my phone. So I went back to class, sat back on my seat and my friends were like looking at me weirdly (I don't care :D), asked me why I came back. Borrowed a phone from Li Feng and called my phone and felt vibrations from my bag. HAHAHAH WTF. I FELT LIKE THE MOST STUPIDEST PERSON ON EARTH. It was in the huge hole of my bag damn it. Hahahahah. Slap my face please.

Then Zaaaccck and Syam went to the gym and I took a bus with Huzai (the sick boy) to the MRT and went home. SIGH, I don't know whether to go after the UT tomorrow. If I were to leave, I'll feel bad. But I promised Azz to go out with her tomorrow. AHH, okay. Maybe I'll go like after the presentation =\ I DON'T KNOWWW. School is sucking me upside down, I know, TAHAN TAHAN.

Orites, because I feel so many things right now, don't be surprised if I come back with 10 more new entries. Hahahah, check back soon.

PRETTY

"It's me and the moon," she says, "and I've got no trouble with that."

Taken off somewhere.

I need to take pretty polaroids like this. Or rather someone who shares my interest in polaroids. AHH, Monday sucks. School :X

I AM A VISITOR HERE, I AM NOT PERMANENT

YAY! NEW TEMPLATE AGAIN, HAWHAW. Be jealous.
Hokay, so yesterday was FUN, FUN, FUN. Well, maybe not too much. It was Bugis, Haji, Bugis, Marina, and then Bugis again then Marina, then Orchard. FUUUH, we walked like 35433423 miles yesterday to get to places. I think I lost my ice-cream weight already. Anyway, I got a new black bag from Zinc, and a tshirt :) Gawd, I can never buy enough. I need to start shaving off the things I have on eljay again! Broke fast at LJS at Marina Square where we saw this group of bapoks. I know, weird. Bapoks start appearing in Cityhall instead of Changi =X We only got high after we buka. That's when Firaj started to make weird whispering sounds and irritate the hell out of me & Azz. I would prefer him to be noisy rather than quiet because he looks angry when he's quiet. Then went to Orchard and laughed all the way for no good reason. Laughed even more on the bus when Firaj lost his balance and was goyanging on the bus in search of the handles. HAHAHAHA, you'll need to imagine for this one. As usual, Azz was laughing like a giler sewel. HAHAHAA. I'll leave you guys happy with glamorous photos of her which is myspace and friendster-worthy.






Can't wait for the next time when we go out again. I miss her tetek/sewel/pantat/pervetic face. Hahahaha. Next hangout would be Geylang, anyone up? (Eh, not go there to find chickens okay. Look for barangs lah.)

YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN THE LOOKS I JUST RECEIVED

I feel like I've been losing you each night, it ends too soon.
You don't hold me like you used to. And your eyes look like they seem too much but..

I'M ECSTASTIC.
Someone managed to get this angel wing charm necklace for me!

OMFG FUCKING HAPPY MANY MANY.
Okay, going off to meet Aslinda for more shopping! :D

RARRRR.

Okay, so basically the reason why I'm blogging now is because my class had ended. As usual, ENTERPRISE rocks cos we end early like every lesson. We don't have to present and all that shit. Roleplay was short, retarded and ended off sweet. Hahaha. So right now I'm slacking at the hole beside Zack's class, waiting for all the pantats to finish their lesson.

I'M BORED TO THE BLOODY CORE. & to make things worse, this bloody Ravmone virus is living in my laptop. LAUGH PLEASE. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Reformat!

Old Love Haunts Me

I WANT A NEW TEMPLATE BECAUSE EVERYTHING HERE IS SO TEENY WEENY.
Hahahaha, I LIKE IT BIG.

Okay, so today I skipped school with Nana :D
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!
Was happy sleeping all the way till 11am today then received Nana's SMS. Met each other at Bugis MRT, first time in such a long while I was the first to reach before her! Haha. I was planning to get jeans because I'm jean-less. But in the end, I only bought a shirt with her. I WANT JEAAAANS. Who got lobang to get cheap & nice jeans? Tell me! Okay, then we lepak here and go giler there then watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE which was a damn awesome movie. We had the whole Shaw Cinema to ourselves, laughing ourselves to death before, during & after the movie. We imagined Afah having her wedding ceremony at the stage with Zack. And then Ranjit and Zi Xuan would be sitting there. Doctors and nurses will be on standby just in case Afah needs another abortion because there were too many babies. HAHAH LAME! I KNOWW. But this is what happens when too much time is on your hands.

YAY, I'M HAPPY. I just bought 2 more packs of polaroid films :D Snap snap!
Going to school tomorrow, I shall be a good girl. Actually I'm just going because of Mr. Ong. Wouldn't miss Enterprise for the world. I hope my team would be good tomorrow. Hahaha. RP IS MAKING ME SICK =Skipping School Is Addictive.